…very long stay at the hospital, back and forth, since May of 2016.
I haven’t been in a proper mood to update, really update, since then and have become really lazy to make drafts, notes, and start on any writing since I got home the first time. A few weeks later, I was back at the hospital again, then back home after some months.. and again, back at the hospital.
Right. So this is going to be about this week’s current news going around, especially on social media, about Coldplay’s concert here in the Philippines.
First of all, I am not bitter, angry, annoyed and irritated about this because I can’t see them since I am now taking Dialysis for my condition now and it has made me physically weak and unable to return to my so called habits of before.
Funny that after something super significant happened to me in the past two weeks, I haven’t had time to write about it in detail here in my blog. Truth be told, I may be still trying to process what actually happened – all of it, in great detail. I get bits and pieces of it as stories heard from other people who saw it. Until today, I still can’t believe *I* actually did that.
This is definitely not a an achievement unlocked moment that I am proud of. 🙁 I take pride in being in control (of myself at least, hahaha) and always being aware of my actions. I am never one to be unaware and irresponsible of the things I do. I feel disappointed and annoyed at losing control and leading myself to this. Somehow I feel like blaming myself but I feel it’s also not fair since I was unaware while all of this is happening.
I used a dog as this post’s featured image on purpose because dogs always elicit a happy mood. You’re welcome.
What has become of social media nowadays?
Here’s mine: People putting someone who barely cares about them on a pedestal and at the same time, arguing and lambasting anyone who thinks differently and has a different opinion of their person on social media. Right from the moment you decide to stand by someone who doesn’t know you at all at a personal level, then it gets worse when you start cutting off people you have years worth of relationship with, just because you do not agree on this one thing?
Sigh, social media. I love and hate you at the same time. I thought you are suppose to connect people together? You’re only conveniently breaking us apart.
