Google if you are lost with understanding the terms used here. I just want a space to rant how the last couple of weeks felt.
In the past 3 weeks I’ve started having anxiety whenever I have to do dialysis sessions. To think I do this thrice a week! This particular issue has been solved last year when I had my permanent catheter (or a “chest catheter”) replaced when I started getting chills during dialysis and because my dialysis machine keeps beeping – it got annoying and eventually the nurses thought I needed to switch to a fistula (no way). Apparently it has became infected. Maybe because I live in a household where we have dogs? I’m sure I take care of this very very carefully. The dialysis center doesn’t efficiently clean my access and I feel that I secure it better when I am at home.
I have been listening to a lot of old music lately. From the types of 60s-80s artists, to whatever was popular during the 90s and early 2000s. Today though, I watched too much of Matchbox 20’s “If You’re Gone” music video and now it prompted me to write this post.
Yup, this post doesn’t make that much sense but just me wanting to share this playlist. Not exactly a “senti” playlist but these are songs I listen to if I wanted to fall asleep lol. Don’t expect Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus here etc.. HOWEVER, there is a surprising song at the end of this list. You’ll see! 😉 I couldn’t stop laughing when I listened to that last song from this playlist the first time. Thanks to the artist who promoted this song lmao.