Funny that after something super significant happened to me in the past two weeks, I haven’t had time to write about it in detail here in my blog. Truth be told, I may be still trying to process what actually happened – all of it, in great detail. I get bits and pieces of it as stories heard from other people who saw it. Until today, I still can’t believe *I* actually did that.
This is definitely not a
an achievement unlocked moment that I am proud of. 🙁 I take pride in being in control (of myself at least, hahaha) and always being aware of my actions. I am never one to be unaware and irresponsible of the things I do. I feel disappointed and annoyed at losing control and leading myself to this. Somehow I feel like blaming myself but I feel it’s also not fair since I was unaware while all of this is happening.