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October 22, 2008 by Anna — 16 Comments
Filed Under: Personal

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Up Dharma Down’s album launch is going to be this Friday and I’m really hoping I can go! I really want to watch them again because the last time I watched them was 2 years ago, methinks. It was when Lokomotiv was still in the country and 6 Underground Makati still existed. Oh yeah, next Tuesday is Bamboo’s album launch for Tomorrow Becomes Yesterday. Good thing I didn’t bought their album yet cause I’ll get it on the launch next week if ever I get to go. Nothing’s really stopping me from going, parents are okay with it, no financial problems and I have my way of transportation to get there and thankfully it’s in Makati so it’s pretty near my place anyway. But I have many things to accomplish for school, aka PLATES! My parents are irritated whenever they sleep because I’m still up after midnight making these plates it bothers them because I’m still awake, when I should be asleep instead. My batchmates are irritated at my plates (not me) because it’s keeping me from going out to hang out with them, oh they have tons of free time now since it’s their sembreak (there’s only 2 in our batch who’s in CSB right now).

Actually, I only got a break right now from plate-making. :roll: More like procrastinating, hi-ya! I feeling quite bipolar-ish lately. I’m having mood swings, not because I have my period. I don’t have right now actually. 😐 I hate it. I’ve thought about dropping subjects to dropping school and just be a bum, I can do that.. or maybe I can’t. I’d really feel guilty about the money my parents spent on my tuition already. And I know I would miss a lot if I leave school, not academic-wise, duh. My friends, people I know, people I love (FRIENDS still). I remember my friend (who turned a year older yesterday, haha!) said something that goes like this during our freshman year, “It’s the people that makes my time in school worthwhile, never mind the hard works our professors give us, as long as we’re with the people we want to be with”. Oh yeah I definitely agree. If ever I turned to a weirdo/loner at school, I would’ve dropped my studies. Sadly, yea.

Mhmm, so just a little gist with what I’m up to these days. PLATE-MAKING. It’s making my like deteriorate unfortunately. Subjects I thought I’d love are starting to go to my hate list :)) . Being a loser that I am (hahaha) during freshman year I was so eager to take up COMGRAP and I finally did this year! Hurray! Only to find out it’s a crap subject. IDK, just my opinion y’all. Sure I’m learning but it’s sooo hard. Goddamn lazy SOB. We have to do a graphic novel cover of ourselves. Why can’t we just color someone’s lineart? 😛 Why am I like this? Because we have to draw the character who’s going to be on the GN cover. And you may have known that I really can’t draw to save my life. :roll: So yeah, I smell the stench of failure somewhere here.

Same goes for my FREHAND subject, I had to repeat 2 plates because it looks ugly and unpresentable, sad. Professor demands QUALITY. My friend shared that it also looks like the prof’s putting us on a competing scale against the other section (God I hope the prof won’t see this). I’m done with plate number 1, :roll: . I’ve no idea if he will accept it.. it looks clean for the most part, its completely WHITE. JK!

Actually it’s better when it’s farther, HAHA.

I hate FREHAND. 😡 😥 Same with COMGRAP, I can smell the stench of failure as well. Don’t even get me started with COLREND. It’s alright at first but that’s because our real prof was gone for 3 weeks and we were handled by substitute professors. Tomorrow he’ll be back and it’ll be hell again for sure.

So much hate in this post, I’mma neutralize it with LOVE. So I love our Photography subject.. it’s not exactly my best subject (I’d say NSTP is my best subject this term, hahaha!) but I’m learning and I love it. For our finals, we have a coffee table project. Last Monday we were told to give proposals for a theme and I had 6 themes but he chose my proposed Nature theme. I’m excited but I’m unequipped if you what I mean. ;;) I don’t have a DSLR. I don’t think its advisable to use a P&S cam, no? I’m trying to borrow one from a friend… and I told my dad about it but he still doesn’t think I’m in the position to use one. :roll: Geez. Goodluck to me on that one.

Aww Gel, thanks for much for the award! :heart: One week left and it’ll be November by then.. who’s excited for Twilight? 😀

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16 Responses

  1. Jullia says

    October 31, 2008 at 11:16 AM

    Lol, you loser. I saw your photos sa deviantart mo. Kunwari ka pa..parang every shot straight from a DSLR.. or talagang magaling ka sa photog! 🙂 your plates are a PITA ha, kaya mo yan! Yung hands na gawa mo is nice, mas maganda siguro kung may color..at may tweak sa PS. Pero maganda sya ha! 🙂

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  2. araki says

    October 30, 2008 at 6:05 PM

    zhehe..
    why bipolar? sumtimes wat u fil is still normal…

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  3. Keiyt says

    October 29, 2008 at 1:03 PM

    Ayun, were you able to go at their album launch? Yay!

    Oy, ang ganda nga ng plate mo na yan, hands hands. Parang if ako yung gagawa niyan, di ko maiisip na gawin na parang ganyan. Haha. Wala akong drawing skills, e. Haha.

    Yung tatay ko, hindi naman daw kailangan SLR pa! 😐 Pang professional lang daw yon. Duuuuuh. Kainis. Haha. So I don’t know yet kung kelan ako magkakaroon non!

    Enjoy school! 🙂

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  4. cars says

    October 28, 2008 at 2:30 AM

    Wow Anna! See what I mean about going to the coolest concert and gigs? Solid proof! BUAHAHAHA.

    Goodluck with your plates, hope you fall in love wit them para ma-enjoy mo. Hahahaha. Make LOOOVE! :heart:

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  5. Rachel says

    October 27, 2008 at 6:21 PM

    hi anna. wow ur so busy with your plates ah, hirap talaga magaral pero konting tiis lng makakatapos ka din. by the way nakabili na pala ako ng camera i bought G900 and till now di ko pa masyado alam ung ibang function ahehe. thanks for helping me in choosing good digi cam, it helps me a lot.

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  6. Kimeh says

    October 27, 2008 at 1:19 PM

    Wow. Urbandub, gusto kong song nila Oo and Evidence.LOL. *Nawala sa topic, haha*.

    Galing mo gumawa ng plate ah. 🙂

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  7. Bernadeth says

    October 26, 2008 at 10:45 AM

    I’m not actually a fan of up dharma down hahaha, woaaahhh I love that plate wtv you call it, it looks soo artistic!

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  8. Joan says

    October 25, 2008 at 7:40 PM

    Yung friend ko Archi, halos mamatay din kakagawa ng plates nya. Gdluck. Galing mo.:)
    Pahinga ka naman din! Hahaha.:) 😎

    (nga pala sis, went back to my old blog. di na yung blissfully.)

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  9. Alrenz says

    October 25, 2008 at 1:24 AM

    I’m not feeling design foundation subjects this term. HELL! 😡 I don’t wanna do another plate again! MYGAD.

    I so wanna make pahinga naman.

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  10. Joyce says

    October 24, 2008 at 12:19 AM

    i’m excited for the new UDD album!

    i never thought art courses are that hard. mahirap pala. hahaha! the only thing i like about art is photography. mas mukhang madali kaysa drawing. may ganong major ba? pero i think the whole sense about you guys making those plates is to practice. malay mo after grad, you’re a drawing pro na! basta u can do it!

    good luck!!

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  11. Gel says

    October 23, 2008 at 3:15 PM

    Everytime I see your Plurks, it’s usually about those plates. Thank God I didn’t study in your school! Hahaha coz most probably i’ll just `die` with those plates. It’s super time-consuming AND challenging. Good luck!!!

    About the award, you’re welcome 😉 Good luck with the shoot too! Lucky you get the Photography classes hehe enjoy!

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  12. Tatie says

    October 23, 2008 at 6:16 AM

    aw.. gusto ko din pumunta sa UDD kaso.. enrollment day ko yun e. sayang. tsk.

    Plates kill our social life. haha.
    hanggang umaga rin ako gumagawa ng plates e, actually. nung nagstart yung sembreak, yun nalang ulit yung time na natulog ako sa kama KO. kasi nung may pasok. sa sala ako madalas nakakatulog. na may hawak na paintbrush. lol

    ako din. yung mga plates ko din. magada lang pag malayo. hahah pag tinitigan.. wala na. parang gawa ng bata, ahaha

    goodluck sa FREEHAND mo 😀

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  13. karen says

    October 23, 2008 at 2:22 AM

    I can feel you when it comes to MMA subjects. ;)) Some of my friends are MMA-ers like you and when they say they hate this subject, they really hate it. =))

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  14. Finella says

    October 22, 2008 at 11:47 PM

    Ang ganda nung plate1. love love love! :heart:

    Gusto ko rin matry magplates. I don’t know, siguro kahit di ako magaling magdrawing, masasanay at matututo din ako. haha! :mrgreen:

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  15. Aisha says

    October 22, 2008 at 10:17 PM

    ay kaloka wala akong kahilig hilig jan.. wala akong alam jan ahaha

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  16. Ayiene says

    October 22, 2008 at 5:09 PM

    Wow! Wow! A gig! Me wants, kaso no transpo. Walang maghahatid sa akin. At late na kasi kapag ganyan. Buti ka pa nga eh, nakakapunta ka sa gigs! hahaha. 😛 Gig girl! 🙂 Pero may concert akong pupuntahan bukas, nandun yung PNE at Urbandub!

    Napagisip-isip ko rin, buti na lang di ko pinatos yung Advertising arts ko sa UST kasi puro plates din yun at di naman talaga ako magaling magdrawing. 😐 Mahiraaaaaapppp na kung napasok ako dun, tskk!

    Reply


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