Dare You To Move

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

Dare You To Move – Switchfoot

Today’s my final day of bumming around, sleeping all day, doing practically nothing but sit my ass in front of the computer and go to the same websites every day. Last but not the least, the last day that I could eat whenever I can, skipping meals IS allowed. Yup, during my first weeks of summer I skipped meals simply because I had better things to do. Well, not really cause eating is far way more important. Skipping made me lose weight fast, it was insane. And this school year I will fatten myself again! 😂

I feel that that particular song by Switchfoot is just perfect to start my day tomorrow. How it came to be? When I woke up this morning it was 10AM and I remembered last night that I was supposed to go out with my Dad because he’s going to give me the tuition money so I can pay before the day ends. But I woke up too late.. anyway, I didn’t get to pay today cause he got the money late and the school’s closed for paying or something like that. ………And the song just randomly played in my head, weird? Sometimes I wonder how my mind can store information like that but when it comes to numbers and Math, it fails every time I try to ‘keep it’.

Back to the song, just look at the song! Dear blockmates and batch friends, read or look at the lyrics carefully and tell me that you can definitely relate to that. This year we’ll be studying subjects concerning DESIGN, design foundation subjects to be exact. I’ve been waiting for this time to come, to finally study stuff we find USEFUL to our course. Last year we were piled up with General subjects, some were hard, some were easy. As much as I’d like to be happy abouts experience coming to real life, I can’t. Drawing has always been my weakness, and to my stupidity I enrolled myself in a subject that’s like the one you are supposed to enroll to AFTER taking up the basic drawing subject. I’m partly glad that my close friends will be my classmates o that subject but I also dread that I’d have to bury my head in shame throughout the term cause of my fugly drawings. Wasted all my time during summer not practicing how to draw. I’ve done some doodles in the past but none of them counts as near ‘normal’ drawing.

In my case, the song tell me to prepare myself to get out of my comfort zone and face the world once again. For the next 12 months I won’t be at home being a slob.. but at school doing my ‘best’ to please my professors in order to get a decent grade. Surely a month has been LONG for me to bum, so long that I’ve forgotten how to socialize offline already! I’m nervous for my first day tomorrow because I might arrive late and not get to my class early. There is also a possibility for me to forget to bring something important for my classes tomorrow.

Oh yeah, I don’t have PE classes this term. I didn’t enroll on the remaining Saturday classes because that would sure be of a hassle for me. I plan to never ever take Saturday classes unless I’d be free on the day before that. I think I’m an irregular student again this time, last term I didn’t have Business Math so I was under the normal units. Hmph.

Despite the bad expectations I have, the day after tomorrow is my DAY OFF from school! Hurrah! I don’t have any classes every Thursday. I don’t know what I should do that day, probably make sleeping a priority since on Fridays I’d be at school from 8AM-8PM! This is definitely a first time for me to be out of class this late.

I wanted to make a “Summer Summarized” part of this post but it would get longer for y’all to read, hehe. Hmm, I’ll put that on my other blog. Yes, this is goodbye for now.. NOT! I surely hope I would still have time to update this blog. Last time I barely updated, t’was more like a monthly post than a day to day post I did.